glitterlottie

oh wait nope no i didnt

2007-08-16T07:28:09Z

ok not yet but still i hope i get in!

&hearts;

I just got in?

2007-08-14T02:04:23Z

I JUST GOT IN! WOOOOOP im so excited! hahaha Hey guys its me Kelsi!
I'm an easy going punk thats good at being supportive of everything you feel is right for you!
I hope we become good friends everyone!
Questions?
Just ask!
<3
love kelsi

Coming off of a three day binge

2007-08-08T03:43:50Z

Tomarrow
Oh yes 3 day fast no eating for me
Im on a three day binge of eating fast food and ice cream
My weight stayed the same but my stomach looks FAAAT
So tomarrow the only thing im allowing myself to eat is Liquids
wish me luck!

day 3 of my fast

2007-08-03T17:06:40Z

my weight acording to the scale has only gone down about 2 pounds. however my stomach looks so much flatter as my legs look skinnier i no longer feel like a fat pig. :) maybe my weight will catch up with my apearance after today.
Perfection is just 20 pounds away.

Much love and support
Kelsi

Why cant i do anything right?

2007-08-03T05:28:11Z

Why? kelsi what is wrong with you. youwere doing so well with your fast. but no you had to eat didnt you!? jesus there is something wrong with me i just need some thinsporation!. OFF TO YOUTUBE!

The fast is going strong people

2007-08-02T22:59:12Z

maybe my will power was just zero yesterday, but i feel great it's 5 pm here and i have eaten nothing i can feel the fat screaming for mercy but alas! NONE FOR YOU! last night i worked out till 3:30 in the morning! I did 2,027 sit ups no effing lie and i'm justhaveing a happy realization I COULD MEET MY GOAL! oh wow im so proud of myself maybe i'll fast tomarrow too! that would be perfect i say perfect!

Love kelsi
<3
p.s its my madre's birthday hope i wont eat the cake!

You guys have no idea i have so many questions for my ED

2007-08-02T04:52:59Z

And no one to answer them and they arent like the questions you can google to get answered i want real answers from real girls like I started my fast today but i ate half a muffin is that still a fast? i feel so fat you guys i think im about to cry i really wish i could just take a switch blade to my stomach and cut off everything i hate about it which is just about everything, i wish i had someone to talk to about this :(

Much love kelsi

Fast starts today

2007-08-02T00:15:28Z

SO far i've eaten nothing and im documenting what i look like with my video camera and i put pictures of models above my bed and on my walls to look at when i want to stop working out. I think i'll fast today eat absolutly nothing. tomarrow i will be restricted to something like a fruit or veggy and i'm keeping up my workout. the only thing im allowing myself to consume today is hot green tea and hopefully that will kepp up my metabolism. My goal is 110 for the first day of highschool and I hope to be 105 or lower by xmas break and i wont let myself gain anything back. hopefully i will live up to my expectations.
hopefully i get into the pro ana community.

<3 kelsi

This new month means rampageing with crash dieting and fasting

2007-08-01T05:08:28Z

New month new rules theres no way im letting my calorie intake get above 300 this whole fucking month however My weight has gone down 7 pounds im at 127 and im going to lose 15 this month if it kills me. and i will be able to see my ribs and hip bones I HAVE TO or i will set it in stone that i am a failure.
<3 kelsi

My first eating blog Pro anorexia community?

2007-07-31T06:18:46Z

I hope i get into the pro anorexia community I really want in i think it will help me with my ED and it will be nice to have someone to talk to about it with who doesnt think im stupid for doing it, I think i'm going to do a thinspo painting and maybe i wont eat for a couple of days.
I didnt eat alot today and i threw it up right when i got home. after that i took 15 laxatives, I think im getting and immunity to them cause i keep having to take more and more :( its making me sad maybe when i get in the girls will have tips about it.